You threw one helluva curve ball my way! You know that right?! There I was blissfully unawares of what you had planned for me… And now my life is completely upside down…
I am taking things day by day. And I’m trying to book up my weekday evenings so that going home isn’t so hard. Luckily the next few weekends are quite busy so that saves me from planning those. But unfortunately they will all be reminders of that dreaded ball that bowled me over.
I believe that everything happens for a reason. So I believe that there must be more to this situation than just testing my emotions and strength. I just wish I knew what it was as it’d probably help a TON.
I’m sure you know that some moments are better than others. Some moments I’m strong and I feel like I can take on anything. Other moments I am an emotional wreck that can burst into tears at the drop of a hat. I know it’s good to let my emotions out because it’ll help me to get through this. I just wish I knew how long it would take…
Thank you for showing me how strong I can be. Thank you for showing me how much love and support I have in my family and friends.
Life, you sure as hell are not how I pictured you would be a few months ago. But we live and we learn and we can only hope that we’ve made the right decisions… Now please let me know when you will settle down and return to some form of normality?!