My dreams are intense and at times I wake up thinking that whatever went down in dreamland happened in reality. So you can imagine what it’s been like over the past few weeks to wake up and get snapped back to reality and what has actually transpired. The choice I have every morning (because it is a choice) is whether to be happy or whether to mope around. Some days the decision is easier to make and my happiness lasts throughout the day. Other days I’m not as strong and the grumples take hold. And then there are the days where I start off one way and finish it off another. Whatever happens though, I feel what I feel and make a point of working through the sads when they hit.
But I’m on a quest to do more of what makes me happy. This includes working on my French, partaking in some yoga, spending more time with friends, reading more, and getting out more. I want to experience the world around me, find myself, not have any regrets… So here’s to change! Here’s to being happy!